When I started this thing, I thought that I would never post anything about my personal life. I’ll tell when I go on vacation and anecdotes from my day, but avoid discussing what happens inside my head too much. Who knows who might read this, though I do choose to put all of what I post in the public forum. But now I am going to violate that. I just read something and was really bothered by it. Maybe its the hormones or something, but when I hear someone I care ahout talk about how hollow he feels inside, I can’t help but feel a little weird. Every day life is a struggle for most people. Its hard to get up each day and do the things you have to do, even though you’ve done them a million times and you will keep doing these things a million times more. But we do them. At least I do. I feel hollow and displaced a lot of the time. And I think a lot of people do. How connected are we to the world we live? I am not going to rant about how evil modern times are and glorify the age of ‘when you knew your neighbors and all the local stores and how wal-mart and barnes and noble are destroying the world’. It may all be true, but its been said. You know it and I know it. And I am not sure if it explains the disconnect I feel with the world. I don’t know how to explain it. Maybe its always been this way. But I feel it and others feel it. That’s all I really wanted to say.